sweet, sweet, sweet!

There is nothing so delightful as honey.

A delicate textured sweetness that dissolves on the tongue,

that lingers in the back of your throat like a light, floral kiss.

Honey.

Makes you feel

sweet, sweet, sweet!

Sing

There are so many things in this world that are important. So many things in this world to do.
I think, your worst enemy and your best friend will always be youself.

The conflict between your desires, the blindfolds you personally put on and tie a knot, you look around you and smile and say

"Thank you! I can see perfectly fine."

These glasses that we wear, that we take up ourselves, these lenses through which we gaze the world....

Have I put on a new one?

Have I taken an old pair off?

Something inside me has shifted and changed. I'm not exactly sure what.

I will wait and see.

I'm going to spend time on my future now. I'm going whisper to it, I'm going caress it, and mould it....

I'm going to sing to you, shape you, make you mine.

come closer...............

Im looking at a blank page right now, and I'm wondering what I want to say to the world today.

HELLO WORLD!

I am eating vegetarian fried rice right now but I'm sorta confused. Is fried rice vegetarian if it has egg in it? Because techinically eggs that we eat arent fertilised so its sort of not alive.

But hey. That that is my biggest concern right now is and indication of how smoothly my life is running.

HELLO WORLD!

THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME!

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Sleep

Sometimes, I know. I know I know I know,

that falling asleep is the best, my most favouitest thing in the entire world.

Good Night.

Sleep Tight.

Dream with me.

You Are Not Always You

Did you know, being with some people makes you more You.

They make you remember who you are.

They bring out, exactly the side of you that you like being the most.

I found that person.

I will remember. I promise.

What I want.

In a response to Yue's Post.

I agree, sometimes the big dreams overwhelm the small ones. Actually the small ones arent really that small...

1. Being cradled in an intimate hug
2. Breathing, in a scent of honeysuckle, a breath...overwhelmed in jasmine, but oh! a fragrance so light and sweet that your eyes spring wide with surprise! Your mouth an "o!' of unforeseen bliss and delight. All that is spring has just reached in and stroked your innermost, intimate spirit and left you both more and less...
3. Looking out, feasting your eyes on utter beauty, drinking in viridian green, cerluean blue and losing all sense of you...
4. Breathing.
5. Falling asleep
6. Waking up to sunshine
7. the feel of simple cotton against bare skin
8. Walking out of a steaming shower. Clean.
9. the first drink of water on a sweaty sunny day
10. being stroked.
11. Being warm.
12. laughing, knowing someone is watching you, knowing someone is happy because u are happy
13. Seeing Yue.
14. Watching Nancy look at something else. Watching how her eyes are slanted like a cats, double lidded like she just woke up, tawny brown, like like sunlight streaking through honey.
15. Walking out of a sauna, the first breath. How EASY it is! this breath! It is light and bright and I feel it travelling! through and down and 'round and 'round. Spinning. In. Me.
16. Being dizzy.
17. Drowning. (Open your eyes! You're lost, smothered in beauty, by the gorgeous weightless wet colour of Luminescent Sea-Glass Green. you're going to DIE, killed by glory, because, simply you are too tiny, too insignificant! so much a speck of nothing. But it's OK. because it feels sort of Divine. You will watch your last breath, screamed silently (a rising rill of little bubbles...) stream away from your not-quite-dead body....)
18. Being desired, feeling the weight of all those eyes turned in your direction, cumulated wanting pressing like the desert heat trapped in caverns. Hot. Dark. Dirty.
19. Being wicked, holding yourself justout of someonelse's reach... tantalising...almost! (closer...) nearly there! (come..)...bit more!...(NOT!)...HAHAHAHA!!!
20. Breaking your limits. being THERE when once you weren't.

What Everybody wants.

They say Girls like stability.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like funny guys.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like guys who listen.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like Gentlemen.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like Flowers.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like to be loved.
They say Guys like Sex.
They say Girls like Sex.

Oh gee. Finally.

Listen

Jubiliation!

Some people can just inspire you. Those are your mentors, younger, older, age is no barrier.

Open your Eyes.

Hear with your Ears.

Listen with your Heart.

They will say things that no one else can listen to.

And your spirit will flower under the Sunshine of their wisdom.

Sugar is Sweet

Come to hell with me...

I wonder what it means, that when you say that...

it feels like the sweetest thing I've ever head.

Don't Breathe

Oh the Possibilities that hover...

Around and Above.

A rainbow of evanescent, pearlescent bubbles,

But...Aye! I fear to reach out...

And touch a single one...

For what could be sadder?

Then a hand that glistens with the traces of dreams,

That cradles sorrow; that cups, utter loss.

Everything is Light

Life moves on. I think that above everything, that's the principle lesson that I've internalised over 19 short years of life.

Your heart can feel like its breaking, literally every beat is a pain in your chest. But...watch a movie. Eat some lunch, have some dinner.

You may want something so bad, that each moment is consumed with the thought of its culmination. In the end, you either get it, or you dont. You are satisfied or you are not. But neither elation nor despair, lasts. Get a little work done, maybe clean up your room.

Nothing exists but that exact moment you're in. You may feel like you are breaking, or that your every breath is light, nectar, sunlight and elation. Perhaps you feel mad, so madMadMAD (MADMAD). But dont tell me you aren't indulging yourself, being selfish, focusing only on yourself. When they told you to walk away from a fight, they were also telling you to walk away from your self.

People wonder, how I can take everything so lightly. But knowing what I know, being who I am, I look right back at you, and wonder how you cannot.

Shine for me.

The darkest shadows,
Lie side by side,
with,
the Brightest Lights.

Shine for me.

Don't you know, how much this hurts?
Don't you know, you've brought tears into my eyes.

You're the pulse of every hope,
beating in my heart.

How,
How,
How could I,
Have fallen so far?

You were like this sheer, shorn cliff.
I peeked over the edge,
I saw how far there was to fall...
I took a breath, almost stepped away.
Glimpsed something in the corner of my eye,
Looked up into the Milky Way,

Transfixed, I saw things written there,
Like wings, like love, like serendipity..
In the blazing sky...

I wanted to believe so much,
that I did.
So I kept walking.


But I didn't fly.

Don't stop.

Hearts dont break. They only bleed. And when it stops bleeding, so do you.

Don't stop.

Waiting is hard.

Waiting is hard. Knowing that this silence between us, (how nothing becomes so solid...how silence is is not only heard, but felt, touched, tasted...believe it.) is mostly of my doing wrenches my heart. That I have never heard the sound of your voice, heard the beat of your heart, cupped your warm breath between my palms...does not mask the very real comfort your presence brings me.

I know you are there.

Wait for me.